Soon..
HE will go training soon..
training at KL..
duration only three month..
company name is Lonpac Insurance Bhd..
the company very good..
the staff so friendly (HE say)
hope HE can do well at there..
Of course..
when HE go training sure i will be alone at Kampar..
that why i feel very sad..
no more HE fetch me go here and there..
no more HE fetch me 'long gai' at night..
no more HE fetch me go pasar malam every Wednesday..
no more HE fetch me take lunch and dinner..
no more HE accompany me go cc copy drama..
no more HE accompany me go play pool at his brother shop..
no more HE accompany me at my room..
although is three month only..
but this all thing will happen again when HE graduate next year..
that time sure i will be more feel alone..
now just think about it also feel wanna cry out already..
what will happen when YOU not beside me..
T.T
Beside that..
I will worry HE alone at unfamiliar place..
although HE sister at KL also..
no more HE mum helping HE do everything..
all the thing must done by hmself..
worry that HE cant habit all this thing..
worry that HE feel stress during HE training duration..
because when HE feel stress HE will insomia..
worry that HE cant wake up at time..
worry that HE will miss train and make HE be late..
Overall..
many thing i worry about HE..
The most important thing is..
cant change your love..
dont go love other people..
i really so scare about this..
PS: IF YOU SAW THIS POST..YOU MUST REMEMBER WHAT I SAY YA.. ^^
AND ADD OIL YA..SUPPORT YOU FOREVER.. ^^